Issues

Dead

All I want in life is to be happy (happy)

It seems funny to me,

How fucked things can be,

Every time I get ahead,

I feel more dead.

Falling Away From Me

Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Day, is fading
That's when, I'm insane
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can't always say 'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming some sound
Beating me, beating me Down, down
Into the ground

(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
Slow it down

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming some sound
Beating me, beating me Down, down
Into the ground

Twisting me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away

It's falling away from me Life's falling away from me, well it's falling away from me

Fuck!

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming of sound
Beating me, beating me Down, down
Into the ground

Trash

How did it start?
Well I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see flesh and it smells fresh and it's just there for the taking
These little girls, they make me feel so goddam exhilarated
I fill them up, I can't give it up
To me, I'm just erasing

I tell my lies, and I despise every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why its hurts me
All I wanna is get with you and make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away

I tell my lies, and I despise every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I tell my lies, and I despise every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

Just throw you away

4U

This shit right here is for you
All your faces I can see
You all think it's about me
I'm about to break, is this my fate?
Am I still damned to a life, of misery and hate?
You will never know
What I've done for me
What you all
Put me through
I do it for you
I could have, never lived
If it wasn't, for you

Beg For Me

Everyone is looking at me
I can't get out of bed
There is evil in my head
Everyone just let me be
Because when I hit the stage
It is gone and I am free

Goddam you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

Tell me, how could this fade?
I am going in shame
And I could not have my pain
Everyone please let me be
'Cause we're on stage
And it's gone and I am free

Goddam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

I feel the shame
I'm not insane
The things I feel now aren't the same
Who gives a fuck, if my life sucks?
I just know one day I won't give up

Everyone just let me be

Goddam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

Be there, for me

Make Me Bad

I am watching your eyes
And follow my salvation
There's so much much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion

I thought it would be fun and games (it would be fun and games)
Instead it's all the same (it's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel nothingness
In You

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh may be bad

All I do is look for you
And when I fix you
Needed to, just to get some sort of attention, attention

What does it mean to you
For me, it's something I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
the flesh make me bab

It's Gonna Go Away

Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold
And I got a life, I live it up I live it up

(It's gonna go away)

I don't want this to go away
I'm so scared (oh so scared)
I can't think of going on
We all crumble
We crumble under pressure (pressure)
Pressure (pressure)

(It's still gonna go away)

.... go live it up
We're livin it up

Wake Up

Wake the fuck up!

Each day, more frightening
All of us wanna die
The pressure's tightening
I don't even want to try

Should I take all the stupid bullshit
What makes them think they can get away with it?
I'm not happy
I wish they'd just...

Wake the fuck up!

I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All the heads are blown
Let's just take the stage
And remember why we play for

No more fighting!
I swear I'm gonna leave
Talking shit to spite me
I wish they'd just..

Wake the fuck up!

I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All the heads are blown
Let's just take the stage
And remember why we play for

Remember why we play for

Am I Going Crazy

Am I going crazy?
Come on, and say in taste
Am I too lost, to face it?
And what will it cost
To escape
Nothing is right
I'm so scared

Hey Daddy

Let me see (let me see)
All my life (taken) taken
This demon (haunts me) haunts me
They are hating me
Help me

You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up when I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them

Hating me
They are taking me
Away
By ...
Facing me (what soul)
My soul
There ...
Please help me

You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up when I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them

They say this thing inside me wants to get out
All it does is scream and shout
I'm trying not to let them out
They tell me to hurt myself
But I'm not gonna listen

You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up when I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them

Hey daddy (waiting)

Somebody Someone

I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all that you hide
Thought you my friend
Seems it never ends

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

Giving you with this and that
Giving gave nothing back
It's all related to all the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

I look, I sign
I need someone
Inside to help me out
With what
I'm trying
I'm crying
I'm praying
In a pile of shit
I'm dying
I'm dying
I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
Someone

No Way

Lately things won't go my way
Lately everything is gray
It feels like something
It feels like nothing

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling is no way

So I'm angry for today
Anger's the only thing I've made
It feels like something
No it's nothing

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling is no way

To live this way
Hating, feeling, falling
To the place where people haunt me
I can't help but give up
Falling to the place where people know me
I can't wait to give them these feelings of hating
Keeping inside me
For all to take
Picking at me
They're ripping at me
Ripping at me

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling is no way

To live this way

Let's Get This Party Started

When it's crying
Take me on second place
Which you don't often find
I see a family walking
Always thinking of being somewhere else in time
So I fall I fall face down in a rut I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself insane

Time is ticking
It makes me feel content
With what I have inside
Constant paranoia surrounds me
Everyone I see is out to get me

So I fall I fall face down in a rut I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself insane

You make me feel insane

Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself insane

Wish You Could Be Me

I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tired I am
And how shit got the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are ripping me
You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe
Why should I complain?
At least it helps my pain
I am very cool now
And its... about my vein
I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tired I am
And how shit got the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are ripping me
You fuckin pussy

Counting

I came back
To face what's growing in my head
Please get away from me
Take advantage of what I feel
Yes you do
One day you'll beg for me

So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm scheming all my fate
You will be there counting

You just see me as something
As something you throw around
You were there for me
Beating down to the ground
Yes it always seems
You take more from me

So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm scheming all my fate
You will be there counting

It's funny how we've just started
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun and the games

It's funny how we've just started
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun
That's my game

So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm scheming all my fate
You will be there counting

Dirty

Keep knocking
No ones there
Pouring down
Near people

My head
By myself
All alone
Ripping my head off
I hurt so bad inside
At least you can see
The world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again

Keep hoping
Nothing to spare
So my life
Isn't quite there
Feel like a whore
A dirty whore
Such a whore
Dirty

My head
By myself
All alone
Ripping my head off
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through in my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again

I'll die again
I'll die again
I'll wilt again
Into you
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck

You dirty little fuck
I will take it

I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again

Song Meanings

Dead

All I want in life is to be happy", it's that simple. People say that it's become their own anthem. It's like whenever I start to feel good, something comes and takes it away and I feel like I'm nothing again, like I'm dead.

Falling Away From Me

The song is about domestic abuse and that there ways to get help whether it's telling someone or calling a help line, there are ways to get out of those situations. No one has to be treated like that.

Trash

"Trash" is about how I threw my world and everything out. I threw her away. I threw my old self away. It basically comes back down to the sex thing. The battles I did on the road, this whole album is what I went through because I was on the road and I went crazy.

Beg For Me

"Beg For Me" is more of an angry thing because the whole thing for "Beg For Me" is the crowd. The only time I was good on tour was when I walked up onstage and that's what the song is about. Feeling wanted is something one thing I've always needed. I was shuffled around so much when I was a kid...Being up onstage was the only point was the only time when my anxiety would go away for an hour.

Make Me Bad

I need to feel the sickness in you" ... It's spawned from fuckin', basically, from having sex. That's where that line comes from, but it means a whole bunch of things to me. "Make Me Bad" was about the battles I had being on the road, being married and being with other women. I'm not married anymore... beause of my lifestlyle, and I just couldnt do that to my wife anymore. So that ended. But does it make me bad that I have a dick and I have fucken other feelings to be with other people? Why should I be with just one? It seems like human beings are genetically engineered to procreate. Thats what we do, fuck everything, and that's what our natural insides want to do. It is hard to find someone like that. But she was a good woman and I didnt want to keep on... I did the right thing, I was a man about it. It was better for me to tell her and let her go on with her life and find someone who could help her and be like that. So that song was spawned by that, does it make me bad to want to be with other women? In a sence it was my only drug, why... because I dont drink anymore, I cant drink. I've been sober for a year. I dont have any other vices. So at least doing that could be something.

Wake Up

This song is about the band korn and how sometimes they have conflicts within the band. It mentions how Jonathan gets pissed off and just wants to leave, but the chorus "wake the fuck up!" refers to how he wants to end this conflict with his "brothers" and wants to be able to apologize and get back with the band again.

Hey Daddy

"Hey Daddy" where I was schizophrenic and there were these voices telling me to do shit... To kill myself, basically. Daddy is one of my nicknames, so its like I'm talking to myself the whole time. It's hard to explain.

Dirty

"I feel like a fucking whore to record companies." "You know how it is...the way we are used and marketed." "How they make all the money off us and we don't make shit!" "The only way we make money is to go out on tour and sell merchandise" "Basiclly we write all the music and turn in and they make all the money." "So I feel like that and also I feel like a slut cuz I'd go out at night and fucking girls and so I said fuck it, I'm going to do it. The only way to escape is to have sex." "Its all kind of different issues."